i wonder

sometimes i wonder why i linger online instead of going to sleep. sometimes i wonder whether to share my heart here or be discrete. sometimes i look at the moon and remember what mandy once told me that though we are so far apart, we are looking at the same round moon. sometimes i think about the worst things that can happen to the people i love and how i should react to them. sometimes i play scenarios in my head of myself screaming my head off at the stranger that annoys me. sometimes i hope that my life can be filmed into a movie. sometimes.